What did you say your name was honey? No, don’t know that name. Now be on your way!! But, granny, it’s me, Rachael. You know me, granny, it’s me. I ain’t never seen ya before, now scat! Rachael turned away and left, tears streaming down her face. Hurt filling up her heart at her granny not recognizing her. She had been told there would come a day this might happen, but she refused to believe it. Why, she was granny’s favorite! Going back in time she could remember many times when she would go to granny’s house and climb up on the stool and eat lunch with her. Granny would always get her a bowl of ice cream to top off lunch. She and granny would walk down the long, dirt path with pails in hands, to pick black raspberries. They would laugh together as they each examined the others black fingers from picking. Rachael could remember the huge, white wrap a round porch on the front of the house. There sat a metal, framed swing. Granny would get her a pillow and a blanket and in the days of summer, you could find Rachael taking her afternoon naps there. Yes, there were plenty of good times to remember. The next day Rachael dropped over to granny’s, walking in as she usually did, finding granny at the table eating her lunch. She motioned to Rachael to come on over and take a seat. They chatted while she ate and then, as usual, granny got up and got two bowls down and filled them with ice cream. They cleaned up and proceeded to the front porch, where they both sat on the old swing. They started to rock gently back and forth, listening to a woodpecker off in the distance, talking about the beauty the flowers had produced this year. The swinging stopped. Granny looked at Rachael straight on. All fell silent as unspoken words were being exchanged. After a moment had passed, granny told her that she was scared. She was getting old, and she thought maybe she was beginning to forget things. Tears came to Rachael’s eyes as she remembered the incident yesterday. She said nothing, as she wrapped her arms around granny, and giving her a bug squeeze, whispered softly in her ear, I love you granny, for ever and ever.
i love this… it reminds me so much of the last few weeks we had with my dad’s mom. She’d started to forget most of her family and actually thought I was her youngest daughter (apparently i look a lot like her when she’d been my age). It was heartbreaking to see her slip away not only mentally but physically as well. Its always hard to see someone you love leave like that. You captured it perfectly.
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thank you so much for your share with me. i take care of my brother and this is what is happening today with us. thank you for your kind words
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Jannath, i have chosen for you to receive the very inspiring blog award!
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awww terry thank you! i really appreciate it!
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enjoy it my friend!!!!!!
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It is so hard to watch a person you love slip away like this. I remember being told to “get out of my house” when I was very young. The pain of that day has remained in a corner of my heart.
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it does remain a thorn doesn’t it………thanks for reading and sharing with me
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