I took a nap after I blogged today
Now I am better but numb in some ways
I see a weakness inside of me
I need to fix so I am not weak in the knees
It bothers me when I see the anger set in
Where are the smiles that would turn to grins
Does Parkinson’s cause this big of deal
Spinning the personality wheel
Mumbling and cussing is not really his style
Maybe this anger will stay only a while
I hope the new increase in meds
Will cause sleepiness and put him in his bed
I thought the only thing I would ever see
Is maybe Al not walking like he used to be
But it seems to me this disease is really bad
Wanting to steal all that Al always had
I guess it is possible that he may not know
Or remember me or his coca cola show
I don’t wish this illness on anyone
The patient or daughter or even the son
I wish that I could blink my eyes and say
I read your post about going to the facility, that was very touching, as I have yopd, bless you for caring so much.
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i love him, he is my brother and he and i are all that is left in our family. it breaks my heart to see what Parkinson’s is doing to his body and mind. thank you so much for stopping by and chatting with me. stop by anytime my friend
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Terry, you are on a rough patch of road right now but myslef and I am sure many others are right there beside in spirit. I hope you can feel us and that we care even we are out in the cyber realm.
ivonne
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i love knowing that i am surrounded by wonderful people. btw, when my package returns is it alright if i email you if i have questions?
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absolutley, please do.
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thank you Ivonne!
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i sent you an email about ten minutes ago
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Terry, I second exactly what Ivonne said to you! Super hugs……. Paula xxxx
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thanks Paula, I knew I could count on you!!!
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You are so right about the disease talking …not Al…Personalities are changed…our minds change…our bodies change…when these illnesses attack us…Always remember this…
I used to say about my son with his Bi-polar disorder…I know the real Doug is in there somewhere…because this is not my child…Finally with figuring out his meds…
he is a wonderful man…caring, helpful, fun. …Not well…the disease doesn’t go away…
but, I see him for who he really is…and now you have to remember who Al was…Love, mkg
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i thought it was the disease and pain that was changing Al. I am so glad you got to see the old Al. I am hoping that maybe in the spring we can get together again and you can go see him with me. He thinks so much of you
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Reblogged this on Simon Sundaraj-Keun.
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thank you so much Simon. If you were here I would give you a big thank u hug
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So much I feel too.
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i am sure you do. How is Ants
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Yes, it’s the disease. Bless your heart. Hugs to you.
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i thought maybe it was. thanks for helping me with this Amy! so nice to get to chat with you again
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Hi there, your words touch me everytime – by the way an envelop will be posted today – card for AL and the rest for you – you’re allowed to do a post about it .. if you want to.
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Oh Al will be so excited receiving your card. Your other card is hanging up in his room. For me, something for me? Now you have me excited. I bet I do blog about it! Thanks Viveka for being so kind to Al
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I posted it this afternoon – you just get some of my other faithful blogging friends got early. Hope you will like it. Music of course. More …
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i love your music, it is so beautiful! bless you my friend
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Hugs to youuuu… and love your poetry/ rapping!
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I am glad you enjoyed it Pink!!!!!
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A great big hug for you, my friend!
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I will take that hug. I am going to pretend that you are standing in the corner when I read my story!!! Focus, focus
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I will be there in spirit!
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