Today you will get a break from my writing. I am so tired and I feel like I can only write once today.
We all have at one time witnessed or been a part of someone in great pain and maybe even dying. It is a horrendous time to go through, but we look at the end of the rainbow. We know this too shall pass. They will either get better or be pain-free in heaven.
Yesterday evening about 11pm I received a phone call from Al‘s facility. He had been suffering from chest pains. They gave him three Nitrates but it didn’t help. They were letting me know they were sending him to the ER.
I was shook up a little but sad to say I am getting used to the late night phone calls. I got dressed and went to the hospital. I beat the EMS by about five minutes.
I want to say to never get comfortable in your situation. Whether you hit the lottery, or you are barely making it, or as in Al’s case repeated trips to the ER should not be taken lightly. Life does change and when you think you got it all going on , things change.
I had never seen Al like this in my life. This pain was worse than any pain he suffers from the Parkinson’s Disease. He grabbed his chest I don’t know how many times. He cried and he kept crying out to any nurse that walked by saying, help me, help me, I am not going to make it.
He would be lying down and then all of a sudden jump up into a sitting situation. His eyes would be popping out pretty much and he would scream in pain. He was yelling my neck hurts, my chest hurts and my arms feel funny. The heart monitor went nuts. His heart was showing a heart rate at 300 many times.
They did many tests on him but the heart enzyme test came back negative. So thankfully he didn’t have a heart attack. But in some ways I wish he would have because quite a few times people can have surgery to repair a damaged heart.
No this wasn’t going to be so simple. I was explained that there are muscles lining the heart and muscles throughout the rib cage. The Parkinson’s is fully engaged in his chest wall.
The nurse kept saying to me, his blood pressure and heart can’t take much more of this.
I was sick, not physically but mentally. My stomach hurt and burned. I couldn’t even cry I was so worried about him. To stand there holding his hand and have him tell me he wasn’t going to make it this time broke me up bad.
They couldn’t do anything for him until all the tests came back. This time period was four hours. After the doctor got the clear he gave Al an IV with morphine. In less than five minutes he was out. The monitor calmed down and he was resting peacefully.
I looked at his gray nails and his pale face and I could not deny any longer this was serious. It was as if the Doctor read my mind. He came in and took me out in the hall. He said, Al can’t take much more of this. Although he is not having a heart attack, every time he has tremors in his chest cavity his heart is trying to adjust to the speed of the tremors. If you are planning on taking him home as you stated earlier, I suggest you get him home.
They kept Al another hour to make sure he was going to be alright from the IV. Along with his powerful pain patch, three nitrates and four baby aspirin and all the other medications in him, he had to be watched carefully.
I went outside and got in my car. It was so dark with a three-quarter moon, but yet so quiet and still. I felt funny inside and then I broke down. The problem with release was it didn’t come. Only a few tears fell and then I drove up to the front door and got Al in the car. I took him back to the facility.
I got home about five am this morning and slept for a few hours when the phone rang. It was the doctor’s office. They told me that they have increased the dosage of Al’s pain patch and have put him on another pain med.
Al seems to live on pain medications more and more and there is no hope or thought anymore that he may become addicted. I did say in an earlier post that I just wanted him as pain-free as possible and this is what the doctors are doing.
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I’m so sorry about this, Terry my friend. *sending huge, huge hugs* You and Al are in my prayers. xxx
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thank you
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I’m sorry Terry. I’m glad they are at least doing everything to keep him comfortable now. xo Hugs to you.
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ya me too
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Dear Terry, I think you should prepare yourself for the worse as the doctor says. I will pray for you for strength and for Al to be enfolded with God’s Grace and Mercy.
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thank you Tersia. I need lots of prayers
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Dear Terry, so sorry to hear the latestest news. My prayers are with you and Al.
Ivonne
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thank u so much Ivonne for the prayers
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I am so sorry for you and this person you care so deeply for. I wish you the best with everything and hope you can find some consolation soon. I know it must have taken so much strength and courage to writ this. He is blessed to have you who cares so much. ❤
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Thank you my brother means the world to me. hugs
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I’m so sorry, Terry. I’ll pray for you and Al. Wish you all the strenghts you need.
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thank you Angel
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Poor AL, suffering, and even harder for you to see him like that suffering! I am sorry to hear this bad news. You and Al are in my prayers. Big hug!
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thanks Ute for being my friend
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I am holding you both in my prayers Terry, it seems to be progressing at a very rapid pace!
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I don’t know anymore if this is good or bad……..
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{{HUGS}}
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thanks my friend
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Always Terry
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Oh my friend I am so sorry, I wish I were there to help you carry this burden. I am still praying for you both may God comfort both of you. (((xx))) love and hugs dear one.
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thank you very much Len
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Going to prayer meeting tonight.; I will be praying for you and Al. Do you know when you will be able to take him home? I pray that it will be soon!
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I was told today he will be home in May
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That’s Good News!
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I can only imagine how difficult this is for you. I am praying for God’s will and for His comfort for you.
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thank you my friend. you bring comfort to a dimly lit day
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I’m so sorry that you and Al have to go through this. I hope increased pain medications made it more bearable for Al.
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I think it starts tonight so am hoping
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I am so sorry Terry. *hugs* I am so sorry Al has to go through this pain and suffering and you have see it. *giant hugs*
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thank you so much my friend
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Is there any chance Al has SVT (super ventricular tachycardia) and they can zap his heart to control the severe pain & racing heart beat? Or is it all PD?
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it is all PD. when the tremors act up inside Al’s chest cavity, the heart gets, let’s say scared, it tries to adjust to what is happening so it beats faster to try to keep up with the rapid tremors. the heart beat will go up to 300 and then drop back down to 70 over and over. now the heart is tired of fighting
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Hello my friend, This so sad, and scary, but we go on trusting in the Lord. I will not give up, nor give in to the attacks of the enemy. My prayers continue for Al and you. Be strong, as God will not forsake you. Blessings.
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why is God letting him suffer more and more? with the hundreds of prayers every day he is getting worse
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Sending up prayers for you both. I hope you get to bring Al home real soon!
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supposed to be this month
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Oh Terry – I am so sorry. Please know how much I am thinking of you.
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because I have never seen Al in so much pain, I am so thankful Ants is where he is in his life
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This has me crying but praying too. Asking God to carry you and Al through this now. love you.
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My head is spinning and I am tired. I need God to watch over me as I watch over my brother. Thank you Debbie
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It is the most difficult times for you and Al. May God’s comfort and strength be upon you
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yes it was terrible to watch in the hospital and be able to do nothing
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Our prayers continue. May the Lord strengthen and comfort you both.
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thank you Rob
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I’m learning more and more what a horrific disease this is… I just hate it that he has to suffer so…but, am so glad at the same time that the Doctors seem to be truthful with you…and are trying to make him as paceful as they can…
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that is one thing I am very thankful for. tomorrow I am taking him cake and ice cream i hope he is up to it. although it was his birthday his demeanor didn’t change any today
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sorry…he’s just hurting too much…physically and mentally…
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