It was 4:45 am and I was sleeping sound. I awoke with my eyes wide open. It was still dark and I was getting ready to turn the light on to see what time it was. When I moved my hand off the extra pillow I felt something.
It didn’t startle me like a crawling bug. It felt like jewelry.
A little over five years ago I wore this gold cross necklace during the year that I took care of my Dad. A few months after his burial I retired the necklace and have not looked at it since.
I felt whatever it was and put it in my fingers. Turning the light on I looked at what had been placed on my pillow and there was the cross.
I was not dreaming any of this. I was truly awake as I knew what time it was. I had changed the sheets yesterday. I had also used this extra pillow to prop my head up to watch TV last night.
I always lay the extra pillow right beside my pillow I actually use for sleeping. So there was no way in this world that the cross necklace could have been there. But yet, there it was. I kept it in my hand and took it with me to use the lady’s room.
I was just trying to figure out what was going on during my sleep when I felt a tug at my heart. It was saying, put it on, just put it on.
So I put it on and then without thinking I looked up at the ceiling and said out loud, I am ready Lord. I am ready for whatever it is that you want me to be ready for.
I went back to bed and sat up for a few minutes. Then I shut the lights off and went back to sleep.I felt really calm and was not even anxious. Sleep came easily. When I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror, the necklace was still around my neck.
I thought of my Dad and went back in time. I won’t take this off for a while.
Lord almighty
You have mysterious
Ways that you
Work and I will
Not even pretend
To understand
Your ways.
For whatever
Reason you or
A guardian angel
Placed this object
For me to see
And wear
I know without
A doubt you are
Here with me
Always and
By my side
Through my
Walk on this
Journey called
My life.
Terry Shepherd
05/03/2013
Today is Al, my brother’s birthday. Happy Birthday little Brother. I love you so much!
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Happy birthday to your brother.
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thank you Charles!
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What a beautiful post… my goodness, it just spoke to me.. I have had that same feeling of “i am ready”. Thank you for sharing this beautiful story.
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you are so welcome Easter. I wasn’t really scared when I discovered the necklace. I thought God must have put it there for me
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🙂 I’m so glad that He did. Now if only He would open my car door.. the keys got stuck inside… not saying by who, of course.
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Oh No!!! I have done that before and had to call the police. I always feel so stupid in front of the officers. LOL
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That must have been so comforting for you, Terry.
*hugs*
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It really was Michelle. I wasn’t even frightened. It was like it happened for my comfort
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Wow!
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that’s what I thought too Julie!!! Wow
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I don’t know what to say here …. both comforting and spooky.
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yes most definitely!!!
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How lovely .. blessings.
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thank you
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When you are at your lowest, and feel all alone, God will nudge you as if to say that He has not left. He is always there. Beautiful post. Blessings.
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thank you so much for your comforting comment
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what a wonderful blessing. today is my fathers bd as well, mine was two days ago and dad always said I was his bd present. 🙂 I am so glad you were regifted your cross. God Bless
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thank you Len but how did the cross get there?
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I believe in moracles therefore thru Gods grace, lovwe nad mercy for you.
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ok thank u
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You find just the right words 🙂 Happy Birthday to your baby brother today 🙂
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thank you so much Diane
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I also wish your brother Happy Birthday 😀
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thank you Yoshiko
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Welcome, Terry 🙂
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Hi Terry, please send my birthday wish to your brother 😀
And I award you for the Liebster Blog Award. Please refer the details at http://daylighttune.wordpress.com/2013/05/03/liebster-blog-award/
Thank you. – Hikari Yori
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thank you so much Hikari, I feel very honored!!!!
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Terry, you are most welcome
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I will tell my brother your wishes!!!! thank you
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Terry, you are welcome 🙂
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Terry, what a beautiful sign from above. Happy Birthday to Al 🙂
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that’s what I thought too, a sign from above
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That is awesome, Blessings Terry!
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thanks Jo!
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A beautiful experience and one to remember, when things seem impossible, that God loves you and is always there with you. Hope Al’s birthday was a happy one. And I hope my card got there in time.
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I guess the PD doesn’t matter if Al’s birthday is today, because Al was confused and crying and not impressed. although he did know it was his birthday. Your card did not arrive, but maybe tomorrow…………I will give it to him as soon as it arrives. Thanks Diane
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Thank God for His peace…
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yes definitely
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That was an amazing experience, Terry! So thankful that He encouraged you in that way! God bless you!
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it was truly amazing!
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God will show He is by you in so many ways…This doesn’t surprise me…It just makes me feel He is right beside you during these troubling times…God Bless! …
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I agree, after thinking about it
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What a wonderful and timely blessing!
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it was perfect timing
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