I brought in
Your favorite meal
In hopes that it would
Make telling you easier
For me. I smiled
When I saw you
But you never
Smiled back
As the pain was
Overpowering your
Will to live
I choked and
I swallowed hard
And after we ate
I told you the
News that it was
Going to be yet
Another month.
Your shoulders dropped
And your tears did fall
My own heart
Fell and shattered
On the floor
I held your hand
And professed
That I care
That the day
The second that
I could take your arms
And help you into
The car I would do
It. We both shed tears
Although I promised
I would not but when
Yours fell so did mine
Baby brother I promise
You it hurt me more
To tell you of this delay
You wanted me to stay
But your spirits had dropped
I sat you in your chair
And watched you drift
Off to sleep then
I tiptoed out
Whispering
I love you Bud
I truly do.
Terry Shepherd
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The love expressed made my heart shiver. I said it before and I must say it again now…you are not only a wonderful sister you are also a wonderful person. God bless you and your brother.
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If you were here you would see my weakness and a tear shed. Bless you and thank you for such a kind comment
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No need to thank me for the truth. It is there for you to know by just looking at your actions and feeling what is in your heart…I just pointed them out. May you find peace and rest tonight knowing that.
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Thank you so much. I feel a lump in my throat and a tear in my eye, as I find comfort in your words
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I’m sorry. I pray that the month will pass like the blink of an eye.
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Let’s both pray that this happens in the way you describe
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God bless you and your brother
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thank u so much for caring Yoshiko
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Welcome, Terry
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I’m sorry Terry 😦
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I tried so very hard to not feel sad, but I couldn’t help it when I had to tell my brother the news, but I have to look up, and realize everything is happening for the good. Soon he will still be coming home
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There is a reason for everything
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Absolutely!
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Oh Terry! I’m way behind on blogging and have just returned to Oz. I don’t know whats happened to Al? This all sounds so sad and I’m sorry. Hugs Paula xxxx
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Oh Paula, Hi!!!!! Al has been becoming more and more depressed to the point that doctors have him now on two depression medications. He is coming home and we were told it would be June 1, but yesterday I had to tell Al that it won’t be this way. It could be a month to month and a half yet. It broke my heart to tell him. I am afraid the longer he is forced to stay there, the sadder he will get.
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Oh no! I’m really sorry, Terry. But at least in time he will be back in the arms of someone who truly cares about him. I admire your fight and courage for someone you love so deeply. Hugs Terry….Paula xxxxx
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thank you Paula. Hope you are doing alright
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I’m sorry Terry. That must hurt 😦
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it does, but I am sure that somewhere things have to change
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I’m so sorry that things are moving so slowly for you. I don’t think you should worry about shedding tears with Al. I know you want to remain upbeat for his sake, but there are times I believe it is OK to share tears with him so he realizes at some level how deeply this is affecting you, too. God knows best and He is in control. Try to rest in Him and find His peace. I’m praying that His love will envelop both you and Al in such an amazing way that the weight of this whole situation will seem lighter.
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I don’t think he is listening to me anymore. After yesterday, last night and today, I am too tired
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You have so much in side love in you – keep on giving it; Terry.
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I don’t have much to give anymore, I am about too tired
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