My God, my God
Please help
With all you can
Let me lean on you
As I am so very tired
Please God please
Let someone hear
My call for help
With Al
Last night the
Tremors were awful
We were both up
Until six this morning
And two hours
Later I am feeding him
I can’t do this alone
Already I am
Hearing I can’t eat
This breakfast
I am not hungry
And I turn to look
As his hands are
Beating the table
As the tremors
Move for ever more.
Here I sit at my computer
Tears falling from my eyes
Playing every song
That speaks of God
In hopes he hears
Al’s and my cries
Written by,
Terry Shepherd
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{{{{HUGS}}}}
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I will take that hug
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Prayer are on their way Terry, God bless you!
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bless you
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Hugs and prayers sent to you, Sweet Terry….you and Al are like family to all of us now..we are all holding you in our hearts!!
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oh bless you Skye, my tears are falling and I feel so tired, but you keep me going, thank you
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God will not give you more than you can handle…It may seem you are at your end…but, He will strengthen you…
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he better give me more strength then, because I am so tired and so is Al. big hugs
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Oh, my sister–I pray that you are able to find that strength that surpasses all understanding, that warriors will come to hold up your hands just as they did for Moses, that the Angels of the Lord will attend you. Be encouraged; you would not be doing this thing if it was not for the strength of the Lord already within you. It may seem like a dark time, but remember–the sun is shining all the time, but occasionally (like when there are storm clouds or we are in a valley with our sight blocked by mountains all around), we simply cannot see it.
*Hugs*
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I want to see the sun. I want to pass over the clouds. Al is exhausted emotionally and physically. His tremors are out of control. They are wild. I pray for more strength so I can get Al through this. Big hugs AR
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I know you do, dear one. Be strong, as God’s answer may or may not be the exact one we had in mind. He is there, in dark days and in bright ones. We cannot hide or be hidden from him–“if I ascend to heaven, You are there; if I descend into Sheol, You are there…”
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thank you so much
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I can only echo my support to all the wonderful words that have been said before me…
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Thank you so much. You are such a dear friend to me
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Terry I can attest to what great fatigue does to a person… We know God hears …and may you receive some answer which gives some respite .. You need ‘help’…. Diane
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thank you for understanding
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Dear God, please give comfort and strength and rest to Al and Terry. Amen.
Terry, isn’t there respite care offered through your hospice?
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I think there is a Hospice house about an hour or so a way, but I don’t think Al can take the travel
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Maybe they have someone who could come to Al. I have heard of programs that do that for caregivers like yourself who need a rest.
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I can check and see if this is possible, thank you for the tip
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Terry, huge hugs and tight cuddles. Keep going. Love you.
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I am like a train, hard to run over, I will keep going, no matter the pain
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I echo all the comments given. Stay strong by leaning on The Lords strength He is a mighty God and he will give you the strength you need just ask and then praise and thank Him for it. The more you praise Him and thank Him the bigger the blessing for He does not want His children to suffer. Love you feel the hug I am sending. (((((xx)))) God Bless and give you strength.
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thank you so much Len. I received and loved the hug. As the day has gone on Al is no better. His tremors are going nuts and driving Al crazy and making him irritable. He is refusing his meals by now
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Oh my dear 😦 praying for all the strenghts you need. Big Hugs!
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thanks Angels, I need the prayers
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All the strength and blessing with you both. God bless.
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Many hugs and prayers dear friend. Can’t Hospice help with the symptom control???
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they are working on it right now
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I have a gift for you Tersia
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OH, TERRY. PRAYING SO HARD FOR YOU ALL THE TIME, MY FRIEND.
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thank you God has a plan, I am the one in denial, I think
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