Well here it is. That time again, the day I dreaded. Al’s tremors and heavy sweating are back. Al is crying saying ” the medication didn’t last long did it? I am ready to die. I accept and I want to die.”
I wonder if he is reacting to me saying yes against my better judgement on going to the day program. Although that was Friday and today is Sunday.
He woke up complaining of tingling in his arm. I don’t think it is serious. I believe he may have slept on it. It was not working for a while but it is now.
He ate breakfast but refused lunch. He has been in bed all day. Refusing to get up. The Hospice nurse is on her way.