Sometimes a situation comes along in life and when you are working on behalf of another human’s wishes, you end up doing nothing more but screwing it up. Digging a deeper hole, and you can’t get out.
I wrote the blog last night about the donation. This morning before Al got up, I wrote the explanation. In a moment’s notice all my work has been done in vain. Al talked to the Hospice minister yesterday from what Al told me over breakfast this morning.
He discovered that he can use all his body parts for good cause. He is no longer interested in donating the brain. He wants to donate all of himself. I, personally have issues because of the horror stories I have read online.
Some places dispose of the bodies in terrible ways when they are done with them. This just gives me the shivers thinking my brother who I love so much could end up like that. Maybe I would not even get his ashes back.
I feel like I have no choice but to delete the foundation and the explanation post that I made early this morning. I am sorry for any confusion.
This is very hard on me. My brain is on high emotions. I will start a brand new search by asking our funeral home and talking to Al’s neurologist today. I need to keep my feelings contained and just act on Al’s behalf. Thank-you