I have went on and on trying to please this one and that one. Afraid of hurting feelings. Trying to do what was right for Al.
In the end I got the final results this morning. Al is too sick. His body and height are out of the guidelines.
I have deleted the fundraising post and the explanation post.
I will continue to tell Al that I will look and that I am aware of his wishes, but in the end unless a miracle from God takes place the topic of his donating any part of his diseased body is dead.
Thanks for listening to my frustrations, my ideas, and my apologies. I am sorry to ramble on. I was just trying to help someone I love.
I am so sorry Terry for both you and Al. Lots of love and prayers coming your way.
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thanks my friend. I tried my best, that’s all I can do
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It’s okay.
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boy could I use one of your big hugs
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I am so sorry Terry! How very sad! I feel for you both and big hugs sent your way~~Angie Blake
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thank you Angie, I tried and this is all I could do. hugs
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Prayers for you both…
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thanks AR, life will continue on no matter what is happening, right? right!
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There’s no need to apologise Terry. We understand. It was a nice thought from Al, but there are sometimes that those thoughts can’t come through.
{{{HUGS}}}
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very true, I did my best
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Dearest Terry,
I’m so sorry to hear. Please No Apologies! We are here to support you. I have no doubt you did everything within your power to respect Al’s wishes. Sending you Love & Light My Friend.
Your Friend,
Anastasia
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thank you so much Anastasia. What a beautiful name
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You’re doing the best you can. That’s all you can do. The rest is out of your hands. Hugs, friend. Sorry to hear this.
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i love your words and need to embalm them in to my mind
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Terry, you have done all that you could do. Don’t feel guilt for not having set things up as Al desired. Just tell him you will do your best to fulfill his wishes and let it go at that. May God be with you both at this difficult time.
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I let him know tonight and he got very quiet. I told him that I would always look at possibilities and that I will always remember his wishes
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Poor Al…..hang in there gurly…..
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HI Snoogie, I will and also I emailed you!
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Ok I see your message below, hugs
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P.S. Keep the little bit of money I sent. Those bits will add up when you need it most.
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I will put it on his tombstone debt. Thank you very much
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*sending my hugs and love*
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Hello my friend. I wish we could share a cup of tea or coffee and chat
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No worries, Terry, may God’s comfort be upon you and Al
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I just wanted to do what he wished, but I couldn’t
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I know how you feel
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Terry youa re still in my prayers and sne din gyou a big huge hug. I know you try and do the right thing and sometimes it is so hard to find the right way. Your love shows it all!
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sometimes I am just so empty headed. I think I am super woman and then I look in the mirror and I see Minnie Mouse!!! LOL
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You are neither, but You ARE one remakable woman! xx
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Our prayers continue. May the Lord bless you and keep you as you continue to serve Him by serving Al.
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thank you Rob
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trying our best…is all we can do Terry…
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tell my mind that please?????
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You have nothing to beat yourself up for, Terry. You did all you could and no one can do more than that. And it was a beautiful desire Al had to do this. It’s what is in the heart that counts. And God sees into our hearts. Some things are just not possible in this life. I pray God’s peace and blessing on both you and Al. If I was near, I would come and give you a big hug. So a long-distance one will have to do.
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I love your hugs, they are so comforting. Nice to see you Diane!! big hugs to you
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Terry – no need to apologize – you did your best for Al in this. The Lord has such love for you both. 😀
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thank you for understanding Cate
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🙂
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Big Hugs my friend!
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thanks dear friend
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