http://dailypost.wordpress.com, DP, Daily Prompt
Tel us about the experience of being outside, looking in — however you’d like to interpret that.
Photographers, artists, poets: show us OUTSIDE.
I look down at my body and what I see I don’t like. But do I really do anything about it? No, well I can say yes if I am not caring for Al, or the weather is nice. If it is warm, or if the sun is shining, or if I have nothing better to do. If no one is stopping by. If I don’t have any laundry or house to attend to. Depends on how I feel. If I get up in time. If I have no errands to run.
I stand looking down at my body. I glance at Al laying there in his bed. Four steel sets of bars holding him so he doesn’t fall out. A cheap, hard, plastic mattress is what he lies on, while I have a pillow top mattress at the other end of the house.
I look down at my body and I see my worn out slippers and my house coat I am standing in. I should get dressed but geesh, who really cares. Then I glance up at Al and he is clothed in a cloth brief, a cut up the back T-shirt. His toes are shoeless. He has a cotton sheet draped over him. Pillows stuffed under, beside every direction to keep him from getting bedsores.
I look down at my body and I wish I could find the time to take a nice, long, hot bubble bath. Soaking in my favorite scent, splashing hot water down my back. Listening to my favorite music while I watch the glow from the lit candles surrounding me. Then I glance up at Al and I can’t remember the last time he felt water splash over his body. Each day he receives at least one bed bath. We all know there is no better feeling than climbing out of a nice shower or bath.
I look down at my body and I glance up at Al.
A sister I know I am
A stranger I do feel
There is no worse feeling
When you know this is very real
Doing all I can
But never quite enough
His illness makes him weak
But I am growing tough.
It isn’t cool looking outside, in
I can not find one word to say
But I know he is my brother I love
And maybe Jesus will come here today.
Terry Shepherd
01/09/2014
Your words and that song gave me goosebumps.
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Hi Julie, thanks for the comment. I hope you have a great day today
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hugs
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Thanks Len!
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You are awesome. Thanks for sharing this.
Hugs,
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Thank you for taking time to read my post my friend!! hugs
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Very emotional & powerful.
{Hugs} {Huge Hugs}
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I am smiling knowing you enjoyed this RoSy, thanks so much for letting me know
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God bless you and be with you always. God, take the wheels.
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Yes, God is in control and he still continues to show me miracles along the way. Thank you Michael!
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Wonderful. Haunting for some reason but beautiful.
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Thank you Granny. I am glad you enjoyed reading it
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God is with you….and with Al through you.
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Yes, he is and I am so thankful for this Planting Potatoes!!
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Wow…one of your best yet!
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Thank you so much Dianne!!!!! Love and hugs!
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Beautiful
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Thanks my friend!!!
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