Al now has the fungus back after taking a full dose of medication. It has attacked his toes. His feet go from hot to cold and I can feel a wetness that I can not see in his hands and feet.
For a few days off and on he will carry a temperature. I give him medication to bring it back down but was told that in time he will spike a temp that will remain.
His eyes are still swollen and the one eye is very red. He told me he saw two TV’s and he is not on any mind altering drugs. I think his body is beginning to take a new journey. It must be a slow process but I do see changes almost daily.
Today, he had a cup of ice-cream twice and I am about to go in and see if he is hungry. He is still drinking but I have to hand-feed him his drinks through a straw, holding the one end with my finger tip and releasing the liquid into his mouth.
I just hate what is happening. I don’t know which is worse anymore, the MSA or the journey to heaven’s gates.
I am just asking you, my friends to continue to pray, asking for a smooth and comfortable journey for Al.
Who I am 
Praying for you both!
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Thank you AR
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I don’t pray often Terry, but I will pray for Al. I do hope he gets to see the flag though. I hope it makes him happy.
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Oh I hope he does too Al. Each day I race to the mailbox!!!!! Thanks for the prayers. It means so much
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I know it would please him so much. Does he know it’s coming?
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No, I wanted it to be a huge surprise. Is this ok?
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It’s fine 🙂 I think it’s a good idea
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My prays are with you and Al.
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Thank you so much Dom
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Continuing in prayer for you both.
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Thank you so much Rob
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Praying, Dear one…
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Thank you so much my friend
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Praying always. Praying for a soon release.
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bless you and thank you
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I am keeping you both in my prayers. Wish I could do more!
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praying is more than enough, thank you
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This is almost too painful to read.
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I understand
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Many times throughout the day I pray for you and Al. I fasted today and asked the Lord to stop the suffering and pain. Although there will be pain when Al does go to be with our Lord; you will be with him again. This I know for a fact – Terry the Lord is well pleased with you and Loves you!! All the sacrifice, time, energy and selflessness in caring for Al – not many would stop their lives to care for someone. That is what makes you amazing and a woman that I honor! My prayers for you both will not case until you tell me to stop. Love you my dear friend!!! ❤
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Oh Dayna, if only I could hug you for real, but know my heart is busting at the seam with your warm comment. Bless you my dear friend
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also think of you every day… the answers to the questions that race through our minds… the whys…the how comes…why not now…why a certain person…suffering…
we just don’t have the answers…Maybe after an event is finished we see the answers…it’s made so much clearer…but, it sure is hard while enduring some situations!
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it sure is, I have seen death many times, but this one, is a death like no other. A death in waiting, a death with pain. almost too hard to watch and endure, but I have no choice. I will remain to the end
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Always, Terry! XOXO
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Thank you!!!
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I’m praying praying praying and understand your desperation… It won’t be too long, Terry and, going Home will be very peaceful ~that I can assure you. Keep him comfortable and you stay calm, ever trusting in Heavenly Father and His timetable. I love you so much. Debbie
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Thanks Debbie, your words comfort me, love you too my friend!! hugs to you from me
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Definitely praying for release.
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Thanks my friend!! hugs
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My prayers and wishes are with you and Al. Stay the course the Lord will bring you through
Hugs, Linda
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Thanks Linda. I am counting heavily on God to get us through this………..hugs
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sending you love Terry
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Thanks so much Carol
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The Lord ids watching over you both Terry when He is ready He will bring Al home and he knows what a good and faithful sister you are. He will wrap you in His warmth and comfort you when the time is right for Al to go home…do not fear my friend.
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Thanks and I keep thinking all the time about your words…..hugs my friend
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will be praying… Diane
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Thank you so much Diane. Hugs
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Prayers from Washington State…
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Thank you so very much!!!! Prayers work!
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Yes ma’am you got it. Praying.
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Thank you so very much Brian. I knew I could count on you!!!
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I am feeling a part of that from your words. I just do not know what to say. Except: Bless you and may this sadness be eased for you.
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Knowing you are here, is all that matters to me my friend
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Of course Terry.
Holding both you & Al tightly in my prayers.
{Hugs} to you both
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Thank you so much RoSy
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Thinking of you so much, and asking for a release for Al. Big hugs!
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Praying for you both!
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Thank you so much
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Still praying for you both!
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Thank you so much
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I will certainly pray for Al, for release, for peace, and for you too, and that God give you strength to endure. May God bless you.
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Thank you so much Ana, hugs
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praying with you!
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bless you my friend
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I’m praying that God takes Al home soon Terry…no more suffering.
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Oh I am praying so hard for this too. If only there was one twinkle of hope, I would banish that prayer from my list
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so sorry Terry but I don’t believe God has abandoned you or Al- you will see…
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I don’t think so deep down either
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