Short and sweet because I am trying to deal with what just happened. The only reason I am posting is for your comforting words because I am weak.
Al and I have spent some wonderful quality time together tonight. But not all of it was good. He told me he felt like there was a big elephant on his chest. Then he told me he thought he was having a stroke.
I checked his vitals but they are not out of the ordinary of what they usually are anymore. Then he told me he saw trucks driving out of Egypt and in front of them was ladies with wings………………..
Night
Who I am 
Terry, you and Al are in our thoughts. We pray for his comfort and the glorious journey into Heaven where he will no longer be in that body that betrayed him. He will walk with our Lord and be free from the torture MSA dealt him.
I pray for your strength in the days to come and to follow. Prayers for your strength that you remember that you were an amazing caregiver, sister and friend. Prayers for you to find peace.
Frank and Susan
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Bless you Susan, bless you
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I still have your hand in mine, sweet Terry….
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Oh how I wish you were here instead of me here with my thoughts
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The angels are definitely overhead. You are doing an awesome job and God will pull you through. Hugs
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I hope so Linda. I feel like a bowl of jello
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Terry – We know the emotional turmoil that goes along with our love. Often it’s what holds us together in times like this.
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Yes, this is very true. I will be here to the end, just as you will…….hugs
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You are doing a wonderful job, Terry! I can only imagine how exhausting this is physically and emotionally. At least you get to be there for him. Bless you!
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Yes, I have all these amazing memories I am storing up. I have seen it all, good and bad. Thank you for saying such a nice comment
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Dear Terry ,hold your head up high through all the struggle and pain you and Al have endured you have loved and comforted Al better than any nurse doctor or health visitor ever could.The reason being that in your heart you have so much love ,affection and tenderness for Al that it will go on through infinity.Through your love and memories Al will never die but will be at your side forever.Your brother will watch over you with all the love and kindness you have always given him.,and be a wonderful guardian angel.In times to come when you feel that little breeze on your cheek just remember, it will only be Al closing his beautiful wings around you.May your God love and keep you. Michael
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Michael, I think you are the most compassionate and loving man I have ever known. Your comments touch my heart and you make me proud to be among the living. I do get consumed by his illness. It sucks me in. I realize that when he is gone it is his gift from God. I will miss him terribly, oh so terribly. Thank you for being you
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Love you Terry, Keep going and be there for Al. ♥
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I will, I promise
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I know😊
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I believe you are strong enough to do this Terry.
God…please let Terry and Al feel your comfort and give them your peace. Let Terry feel your strength from within to get her through this. According to your will I pray you will bring Alvin home to heaven with you and out of his terribly broken body. Please put an end to this very sad earthly story and give Alvin his wonderful glorified body. In Jesus precious name,
Amen.
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bless you my friend. You were on my mind before I read your comment. Perfect timing
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I am with you….
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Thanks so much
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Standing with you in prayer Terry…hugs dear one.
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Thank you Len, I like that you are here with me
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I only just saw this Terry – oh how my heart breaks for you and Al.
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Thanks Julie
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Continuing in prayer. May the Lord grant you peace, comfort, faith and patience.
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Thank you Rob
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I hold you and Al in my thoughts and prayers. You are awesome!
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Ohhh thank you Deborah!!!!!
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Always holding you both in my prayers.
{Hugs} to you & Al
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Thank you RoSy!!! hugs
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I’m praying for you Terry.
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Thank you, I count on that!
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Terry, my thoughts have been with you for days now …. my hand is here if you want it.
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I will always take your hand my friend, love you and always hope you are feeling better
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Terry, thank you for asking – today I had a great day and have been able visiting my friends and yesterday I had to take painkillers – so it’s up and down. You know where to reach me and my hand, when every you need to. I’m here for you. Just click on SKYPE!
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I worry about you my friend. I hate it when you don’t feel well so often. Big hugs from me. I hope you can feel it soothing you on those bad days
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Thank you so much for your care and concern – means so much to me. Terry, this is something I have to learn to live with – not easy, but I have to get my head around it.
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you are such an awesome and strong woman
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Terry, I’m not very strong …. but there isn’t much I can do about it – so it’s just to carry on. I have my weak and weeping moments too … every week. Had 2 bad days now.
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If I was there I would do what I could to make you feel better. hugs my friend
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Terry, my dear .. you have enough of your own problems – I’m okay .. and hopefully I will be able to see an other specialists – because I have an infection in my colon. Doesn’t help to moan – life is what it’s. But don’t take me wrong – I’m very feed up with it.
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