Daily Archives: April 21, 2014
Blogging Friends, Facebook Friends, Family
Blogging Friends, Facebook Friends, Family
I have had so many well wishers for my birthday today. For this I will always be grateful. My brother used to celebrate my special day with me. He would purchase my birthday dinner and then remind me how much he spent on it when it came time for me to buy his birthday dinner.
Yet there is a part of me that is suffering emotionally. Instead of each day getting better it isn’t. Instead of the many…
Blogging Friends, Facebook Friends, Family
I have had so many well wishers for my birthday today. For this I will always be grateful. My brother used to celebrate my special day with me. He would purchase my birthday dinner and then remind me how much he spent on it when it came time for me to buy his birthday dinner.
Yet there is a part of me that is suffering emotionally. Instead of each day getting better it isn’t. Instead of the many conversations between bloggers and Facebook, I continue to cry.
Ever since Saturday arrived and I somehow came to the shocking conclusion that Al really isn’t coming back, I have been a piece of a limp,wet rag. Crying for many reasons, but crying for my own loss of what once was here in my home.
You have all been so kind. I feel guilt as I realize I have not snapped out of this mood and continued to move forward yet. I do have a few good days, and I am very grateful for this, but these past few days have just been horrible.
Please be patient with me. I am trying very hard to comment on blogs. I am trying to smile. I am trying not to cry. I am trying to show you I have not forgotten you. I am trying to get through. I will get better. This will get easier, I promise, if you can just stay with me.
I Remember
I know what once was
I remember it all so clear
When I took care of you
My little brother dear
And now these nice people
And you from up above
Are looking out for me
And sending all this love.
Love you brother,
Written by,
Terry Shepherd
Your sis
4.21.2014
I know in my heart I will never walk alone. Thank-you, each of you, for being here for me as I stumble this rocky path called life.
Link
Dust in the Wind
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DP, Daily Prompt
Have you made your bucket list? Now’s the time — write about the things you want to do and see before you become dust in the wind.
Bucket list? No, I have not. I think the bucket is full but I can’t see what is in it. This has made me sit here for a few moments and ponder on what it is that I would like to do before I kick the bucket.
Now that my…