We all procrastinate. Website, magazine, knitting project, TV show, something else — what’s your favorite procrastination destination?
I seemed to have lost my drive since my brother passed away. Here it is almost four months and I have been the biggest procrastinator who lives and walks this earth. The list seems quite long and before I am finished I know I will be embarrassed by how long the compileation will be.
Getting out of bed
Putting make-up on
Walking out my front door
Seeing the sun
That is quite a list; I have to admit to myself.
The earth moves quickly
And I am standing still
Fighting for my life
Not really knowing real.
I see what I should do
And yet I procrastinate
I really feel ashamed
But can’t get past that date.
Negativity is the game
I’ve learned it very well
Oh how I wish I could see the light
Maybe hear a tiny bell.
I didn’t want this to happen
On the day that you did pass
I think you are probably staring
At me through the looking glass.
You would say move on and go
I am happy, I really am
Oh brother I just need a change
But I have trouble when I stand.
I need a face, a smiling face
I need to see sunshine
I am really fighting dear brother
Please forgive me when I whine.
For this will pass, I am almost sure
But the time ticks slowly by
One day I will remember you
And they’ll be no tears in my eyes.