Four nights in a row; with last night being the worst , I have been dreaming of my dad and my brother . All the loss of loved ones in my family, and these two people return time and time again .
This morning I awoke to soaked eye lashes. I remembered the dream, piece by piece . The scary thing was I was somehow dying also.
My pulse and heart rate was so soft I could barely feel it. My body felt like it was some where else but my spirit was here. I had dreamed my brother had passed on and anyone and everyone was coming to the viewing.
I never saw my brother in the dream, but I knew it was him. I recognized most of the people who came to pay their respect. The viewing seemed to go on forever .
After the funeral home closed the doors, I saw my father humped over in a church pew. He was seemingly praying. I walked over to hold him and started sobbing, clinging to the one person I had left . He didn’t respond, and when I turned his face towards me to see what was wrong, he was dead.
Why are these wild dreams happening to me constantly ?
Who I am 
it happens to me, more often at times then not for a long time. i find it comforting, like they want me to know they are waiting there for me. i find it beautiful. i hope that you will find it as i do.
love to you my friend
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A very Interesting way to view it. I became scared when I felt almost like I had died . I did feel very close physically and mentally in my dream. Thanks for a new view. Big hugs and lots of love
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It’s the weather… I have not dreamt for years and the last 3 nights I have… strange!
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What does the weather do to make me dream this
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Don’t know… just an idea! Why do we dream????
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I wish I knew
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I have dreams of my parents and grandparents often, too, Terry. Don’t you think it has something to do with wanting to just talk to them again? Maybe not, but that’s what I believed.
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I thought about what time of year it is and realized I still struggle through the holidays without them. I think you are right. I want to see them again
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I too have these kinds of dreams. Love to you, Terry xx
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I wish you didn’t have them dear friend . I get shook up by them at times
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I’ve had similar dreams with my gran. Most of what I’ve been told about having personal dreams, is that it’s our brain’s way of either working things out we’ve been thinking about during the day, or things that we’ve been worrying. Maybe you’ve been thinking about your passed loved ones, and your own mortality more intensely of late. The wonderful thing about dreaming, is that sometimes we can turn our dreams into good things we want to see. Usually, if I mull over the good things or good experiences of the people I miss while lying in bed, I end up with at least one really nice dream of them. I hope you have a better dream this time!
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I dreamed of family last night but no fear in the dream . It may very well be the upcoming holidays , as I still struggle with Alvin’s passing
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That may certainly be it. It can be hard to enjoy all the fuss going up to a holiday knowing that everyone you love won’t be there. I hope you can still find some enjoyment from it all though. T’is the season to be cosy, and as merry as you can bring yourself to be. Sometimes all we can do is be kind to ourselves as we adjust to the absence.
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Thanks dear friend . I find myself leaning more on my grandchildren now
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