The Broken Dream


All his life he could remember wanting to be a policeman. When he was three years old, he got a big, black toy car with a bright, red siren on top. A plastic policeman sat in the driver’s seat. He could picture himself laying on the floor playing with that one car for hours.

As he grew up, his parents took him to visit the police station. The captain gave him a police hat that had a shiny badge on the bill. That was the biggest day of his life that year. He also visited and made many friends at the fire department. He got to practice sliding down the pole. He sat in the big chair of the trucks. His buddies even invited him when there were birthday parties.

When he grew up, yep, you know it, his first job was with the local police department. A brand new rookie, who already felt at home in his clothes and surroundings.

Although his town was once peaceful, life had changed. Bad people had moved in and it was his first day that he got the call to answer a domestic problem down in the bad side of town.

He was the first to arrive. The husband and wife were out on the porch screaming at each other. He tried talking, but no one was listening. He stepped in and prevented the wife from getting bashed across the face.

Another police car pulled up and taking his gun out of his holster, he fired a shot into the air. The goal was to shock the madness on the porch. Instead it spooked the husband. Without hesitation, he reached for the rookie’s gun and pulled it out. He shot him in the heart twice.

Stillness filled the air. The husband dropped the gun. The wife sat on the steps. The last officer to arrive, rushed to handcuff the prisoner. He went to his buddy. ” You loved life. You loved your job. You died doing what inspired you. Gonna miss you buddy.”

“Officer down, officer down. 10-0. Send an ambulance to 1040 Hero Lane.”

Dedicated to all Fallen Officers in America

 

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Yesterday


Yesterday the pain
Wouldn’t leave me
Testing my strength
Leaving me weak.

I wept in sorrow
As I lay my head
Down on my pillow
I can’t take anymore.

In the darkness
I look up at the heavens
“Help me Lord Jesus.
Take away this pain.”

In the corner
I saw shimmer
A ray of gold
“You are here.”

“I hear your cries
I want you to listen
Have faith in me
Leave yesterday behind.”

My heavy heart lightened
My spirit laid to rest
Sleep came upon me
Peace entered my soul.

This morning I promise
I will awake with hope
A prayer to God
I will believe in you.

For whatever
Time I have left
I will carry hope
Within myself.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

Dedicated for all those who are afflicted with illness.

 

When You Feel Alone


Have you laid in bed all day?
Don’t feel like getting up to play?
You are really feeling blue
Just remember; I’m with you.
We all have down days sometimes
It’s like throwing an empty line
You text me when you are down
We’ll talk and clown around.
I’ll hold you in my heart
My caring won’t depart.
You see; I really care
I’m not going anywhere.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

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Where’s The Answers?


Where’s The Answers?

What is this game called?
Life you say? Do I get some say
In the decisions made about me?
Or is today; not my day.

Tired of my control
Taken out of my hand
Some say life is hard
Some say it’s grand.

For me, the pain
Of waking up
Is definitely not fun
Nor a buttercup.

Doctors scratch their heads
Questions go in space
Feel like quitting
What a waste.

But there’s a big part
Of me that cares
I will keep searching
Everywhere.

There are answers
From some doctor’s voice
I want the freedom
To hear all choice.

For those of us
Who live with pain
Although we are tired
We have much to gain.

We shall search
And we shall try
We will keep asking
And find out why.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

 

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All It Takes Is One Word


He was in a pit. A dark, deep pit. A dying pit. No one came to help him. No one seemed to care. He had screwed up so many times, called Wolf too often. He was a loser. He lay in a filthy alley. His clothes dirty and torn. A needle sticking out of his vein. A dog ventured by and urinated on him. Bums walked by staring at him. One came close and kicked at his legs. With no physical response, the bum went through a search party of the body, looking for something to steal. He let tears flow as the bum walked a way with nothing gained. “Oh God, I have deserted you. You called my name and I turned my back on you. I am a failure. It’s too late now. I am dying, just as I deserve, all alone.” It was a short time later when a young man came along. The youth was in a hurry and instead of taking the usual route home; he took a short cut and stopped when he saw the sight laying in the darkness. Without a word, he reached for his cell and called 911. Soon the EMS came wailing to a halt. They did vitals and a quick check, then quickly lifted him onto the stretcher, whisking him off to the local hospital. When he arrived and was rushed into a small room, he saw the light, a light so bright, all he could do was blink. He stared and made out the form of Jesus. All he could say was in a faint voice; Thank-you Jesus, thank-you for rescuing me. Thank-you for loving me. Thank-you for not turning your back on me as I once did to you.

 

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Me, Author of Poetry and Short Stories


Most of you already know me, but for those who don’t. I write from the heart. I write short stories and poetry. I have had Parkinson’s for three years. I was a caregiver for about twenty-five years. I teach Hospice groups about a rare disease called Multiple System Atrophy. I have published two books, Dahlia and Al his life & MSA.

Here is my latest photo of yours truly.

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Life


Life brings bumps
We don’t like them
We fight them
And sometimes we win.

We can have sad days
We can have happy days
We can choose which road
We want to battle for now.

We can fight
Or we can take flight
We can seek others
Or we can isolate.

I am no different
I am so like you
I feel the pain
I sometimes shiver.

We must hold hands
We must grab the circle
We have to let others in
We need to know they are there.

No matter how big or small
The bump becomes
When others pray and we hear
We will conquer even this one day.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

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You and Me Kid


You and Me Kid

We are like ferns
Hanging from a beautiful place
Branches flowing
Touching other lives
Friendships feeding us
Hugs nourishing our souls
The colors we breathe
Into others
Helps lift their roots
Forcing new life
From once
Rotting places
Let the green
Flow; let the air
Refresh you and
Sprout love
Into others lives.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

 

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You and Me Kid


You and Me Kid

We are like ferns
Hanging from a beautiful place
Branches flowing
Touching other lives
Friendships feeding us
Hugs nourishing our souls
The colors we breathe
Into others
Helps lift their roots
Forcing new life
From once
Rotting places
Let the green
Flow; let the air
Refresh you and
Sprout love
Into others lives.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

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If You Have an Illness


So, you went to the doctor
You received the word
Now what ya gonna do
Shrivel up like a bird?

Hell no, you won’t
You can’t do that
You got to pull your panties up
And put on your hat.

You will get involved
You will tell all
You will do all you can
You will stand TALL.

You will have moments
Where tears will fall
Then you will dry tears
And stand for all.

You will eat right
Exercise too
Follow doc’s rules
Using all tools.

And if in the end
You meet heaven’s doors
You have left behind
People to fight this war.

Written by,
Terry Shepherd

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