This morning I woke up raring to go. First I had to go to the doctor to get my labs done. After that, I stopped and grabbed a quick breakfast and finally was able to have that hot cup of coffee.
I came back home and made a fresh pot of coffee too so I would have it when I was ready.
When the farm truck came Tuesday, I bought some zucchini. I grabbed it today and peeled it and grated it. I followed my directions and then poured it in a baking, loaf pan and the extra batter, I placed in individual miniature loaf pans.
I cleaned up my mess and then I was totally exhausted. I mean I was ready to collapse and take a deep nap. I refused to give in. I swept the floors and then I just couldn’t make it anymore.
I sat for a while and played my memory games online. When the bread was done; I had to rest. I laid down about twenty minutes. My arch just burned to no end. This crazy Dystonia is ruining my arch. I think I am going to bring it up tomorrow to the doctor when I return for my lab results. Maybe there is a shoe insert or something to help.
My friends; I have always looked at me as having great inner strength. I know I am being tested by God to make sure I turn to him in need. I do pray for him to help me. I pray for so many cures for my friends; but I, like everyone else is has a chronic issue, gets tired of the pain and fighting.
I must not give up though. I refuse to give in to these daily aches and falls. People need me. God needs me to do something else, or I would have gone home with my parents or brother.
We must stay strong my friends. So many others are much worse off. I may end up in a wheelchair, but not today. My arch hurts; but at least I can feel my foot. I may weeble-wobble and fall; but I can still walk.
Let’s keep the fight going for so many cures my friends! Let’s all pray for each other!
Photo taken by me.