
School Days, School Days

yield: 12-16 SERVINGS
prep time: 15 MINUTES
cook time: 25 MINUTES
Wow! It felt great! I woke up this morning feeling like I actually slept. I got out of bed and didn’t hurt. I didn’t weeble-wobble. It’s amazing. I had to take a moment and thank the one above for allowing me this time, no matter how short or long it last.
It makes such a difference on the attitude, you know what I mean? I instantly thought about what I wanted to do for the day. It reminded me of yesterdays when the day was mine to plan.
The sun is shining. The weather is going to be perfect today. Thank-you Jesus for today.
I am not getting discouraged and yet I feel different inside. I still want to march forward and yet I am tired.
Eating breakfast and lunch today was not pleasant. Nothing sounded good and nothing tasted good either. I just feel sort of blah?
I am sure I will bounce out of this, it’s just a day, tomorrow is a new day. It takes a lot of physical work to concentrate on not falling, to not weeble-wobble. I worry too much about what people are thinking when they have rarely seen me act in this way.
It seems a lot easier right now to just stay in my room and be alone although I know from years of training this is not good. When I am in my room, I think of various things I could be doing and then when I am around others, I wish I was in my room.
This has got to stop. I want me to go back to me. Pray for me to be who I am?
Yesterday was a day I would like to put to rest but this morning, yesterday was on my mind as soon as my eyes were awake.
I had an appointment with a new doctor for my foot. My feet seem to have a mind of their own, no matter what I tell them. My toes curl under. This is caused from Dystonia.
After a variety of x-rays and a long chat with the nice doctor, it was decided that my feet will not improve, they will only get worse. This is what is causing my arch to hurt; the over stretching of tendons and ligaments.
I walked out of there with a choice of two doctors in Fort Wayne to visit. I will be getting a special shoe with a brace made for my foot. I am not for this and it is my pride; but I keep hearing his voice saying, you will not improve, this will get worse, and this idea of mine may save you from a wheelchair a little while longer.
Parkinsonism is a multiple of symptoms that can include some Multiple System Atrophy like my brother had. MSA is not hereditary but for me and my brother, this can be an environmental picture.
Dystonia is what causes involuntary movement and happens to be going on in my feet.
Ataxia is what I suffer from the most. This includes weakness and my gait or balance.
It is going to be an interesting ride of my life. I will fight to my last breath, just like I try to instill on the MSA patients I speak with.
Wow, just when you think you have life figured out; you find out you don’t.
https://www.multiplesystematrophy.org/about-msa/differential-diagnosis
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